I've spent a fair amount of the day working (as I did yesterday), just to keep my head above water. In other words, I'll be struggling to cope with what hits my desk tomorrow regardless of today's efforts. The odd thing about all this is that I really don't mind too much. These days I go into any given year knowing that some of the days ahead won't be terribly rewarding; and indeed, as long as they are not actually terrible I can put up with them.
Another odd thing. Working like this involves absolutely no sense of accomplishment. It's just a matter of getting through. Surviving. And I do. And I will.
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