Wednesday, September 10, 2025

A Sense Of Superiority

I've been making fair progress in Frederick Douglass's My Bondage and My Freedom, finding much to enjoy in his prose style, which offsets the somewhat depressing nature of the subject matter involved. It's a story I already know well from his Narrative of the Life, but it's lost none of its power and odd suspense. I say 'odd' since all readers know the eventual outcome of the writer's travails, yet in the grimmer moments of his young life you genuinely wonder if Douglass is going to pull through given the extremes he endured. 

But, at the same time, you have no doubt as to the extraordinary strength of the man's character. It isn't that he advertises this, far from it; rather it emerges through the compelling details he gathers for the reader and, above all, through the intelligence suffusing the text. His understanding of the psychology of the slaveholders is a mark of his inherent superiority over them - something that he is quietly aware of.

And there is a lot that is fascinating about that twisted psychology. To give one example: Douglass, himself a deeply religious man, observes with some perplexity: For of all slaveholders with whom I have ever met, religious slaveholders are the worst. I have found them, almost invariably, the vilest, meanest and basest of their class. He further notes: It is not for me to explain the fact. Others may do that; I simply state it as a fact, and leave the theological, and psychological inquiry, which it raises, to be decided by others more competent than myself. Must say, I doubt that there were many such. 

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

Irreplaceable

Our hearts were broken yesterday evening with the news of the death of our dear friend Boon. He and Mei went on a trip to the UK towards the end of last month. We'd seen them on the Sunday before they set out for lunch at Kampong Glam, with Nahar & Yati also in attendance. Boon looked in pretty good form and was, as always, of great good cheer brimming with arcane information on everything under the sun. As always.

Mei sent the news in our little chat group. A heart attack, on Sunday.

Here's what Boon sent to the group at the turn of the year:


Can't quite recall why, but this felt especially wise when I read it on 1 January, and definitively Boon-like.

And here's Boon in action at our place from last Hari Raya Puasa:


Can't think of a single wefie he took where he isn't grinning like a maniac.

Mum would have called him a one-off, and she would have been right.

Sorely, sorely missed.

Monday, September 8, 2025

Still All I Know

Happened to glance the other day at something I wrote a few years back around this time of year that referenced what I'd learnt up to that time about teaching well. Was very struck by the fact that over a decade on I still don't know anything more. Except for a tentative fifth point, possibly: 5) If by any chance magic starts to happen, get out of the way and let it.

Sunday, September 7, 2025

Another Early Start

Ah Seng came round yesterday afternoon with one of his workers to help us move the furniture back into place at ground level. So now the house looks like the house should look. Which is highly satisfactory and something of a relief. I thought I'd miss the old flooring but Noi's clever searching for the right kind of tiles for the floor resulted in us finding exactly the right kind of tiles.

There are still quite a few jobs left to do, though, to make everything shipshape. One such task being to get the ground floor windows, of which there are more than a few, looking reasonably clean. And I'm about to get started on that. Noi normally would have set about this manfully, if not womanfully, on arrival, but the poor girl has been suffering from quite a nasty ache down her left arm for some days now and isn't really one hundred percent, though still managing to get most things that need to be done, done.

We're putting the purchase of a new telly for the house on hold for the moment. The previous chunky set gave up the ghost a few months back after a couple of decades of good service. But we've got so much to entertain ourselves with that we're not exactly missing the goggle box. Which obliquely reminds me that I must accompany my work on the windows with something from the Bobster, now the CD player is back in place. Probably The Basement Tapes - Raw. With that and the ferocious birdsong from the trees opposite there's more than enough to listen to as I work. 

Saturday, September 6, 2025

Greeting The Day

The thing about arriving in good time of an evening after a long journey is that it sets you up for the day ahead. The luxury of a good night's sleep is not something I take for granted, and I'm celebrating my good fortune this morning with the sweet sounds of the Standards Trio at their considerable sweetest. (Surely the wonderful Gary Peacock at his peak! There's a great comment BTL concerning his daily routine for practising the bass. Much food for thought for musicians and non-musicians alike.)

Friday, September 5, 2025

Busy Making Plans

09.55

Now in the mild rush of preparation for our latest journey north. We'll be setting off directly after Friday Prayers, hoping there's not much of a jam at that time. But mentally prepared to be wrong about that.

My last job of the morning is to figure out what CDs to take along, on the grounds that if the floor at the house is now officially laid and done with, and we can put the furniture back in place over the weekend, then our trusty Bang & Olufsen CD player (only needed repairing once in the last 23 years) will be in action again. I'm leaning towards taking a heap of my most recent purchases but having just played a bit of rather intense flamenco - by a guy called Gino d'Auri, featuring guitar and cello, of all things - I'm wondering whether to dig out a few of my more off-beat disks to give them a refreshing airing.

22.00

A smooth journey - to our slight, but gratified, astonishment. Our faith in the north-south highway is restored (almost.)

Stopped off in leisurely style at Pagoh for a cuppa and roti bakar. And ate plentifully at the Crave Cafe when we arrived on the hill. What's not to like, eh.

And the house looks in pretty good shape after its recent battering!  

Thursday, September 4, 2025

Filling Up Again

A surfeit of good food and good will today. Many highlights, large & small. Quite a number of affecting cards from students, the brightest light of all.

Wednesday, September 3, 2025

Filling Up

16.50

It's that time of year when I need to attend lunches & dinners & the like. Lucky me in terms of enjoying the free nosh. But, to be honest, my appetite isn't what it used to be, and I fear I won't be doing justice to what's in store later this evening at 'Swensen's Unlimited'. Sounds great - a kaleidoscope of 48 rotating ice cream flavors, they say - but I'm guessing I'll feel unduly limited.

More (or less) anon.

21.30

Definitely 'unlimited' in terms of the amount of eminently scoffable grub available - though it had to be done within 90 minutes. I reckon I was full after 50, but still found room for an ice cream and apple crumble. Now I vaguely wish I hadn't. But it's good to live dangerously once in a while, eh?

Tuesday, September 2, 2025

Accepting Gravity

Reading The Dream of the Red Chamber triggered a severe urge in me to read Proust's magnum opus. Odd, but it's just the way my mind works. Fortunately the Kilmartin 3 volume revision of Moncrieff's translation of Remembrance of Things Past resides on the bookshelves at Maison KL so I'm presently unable to fulfil the urge, which will most likely pass. Why 'fortunately'? Well, rereading the three would constitute a major project, best pursued when I'm fully retired. (And I'm likely to fancy a more recent translation at that highly hypothetical point.)

So as a kind of happy substitute for losing myself in Proust's inimitable long sentences, I'm now embarked on a full reading of the handsome LOA edition of Frederick Douglass's Autobiographies. The sentences may not be quite as lengthy but, my goodness, they have gravity (and grace.) I loved teaching the first Narrative of the Life back in 2022, the most succinct and punchy of the three but now's the time to sprawl into the longer, more leisurely retellings of one of the great lives.

And one of the toughest. The rendering of the reality of a slave's life in 19C America has lost none of its disturbing power for this reader.

Monday, September 1, 2025

Rainy Days And Mondays

So good to be dry on a very rainy day.

But spare a thought for those who can only get wet.

(And, by the by, if you fail to recognise that Karen Carpenter had a voice that could bring sunshine into a storm your ears simply aren't working.)